yeah, im okay. thanks for asking. my last post sounds really suicidal and psychopathic but i’m fine, i was just really angry, frustrated, and homicdal at that moment lol
if he’s good at nothing else, he’s really fucking great at making my eyes wet. i swear i fucking hate him, you’d think i’d learn and i’d give up but i try and try and try and every fucking time i get alittle bit more and alittle bit more crazy. I think i may have offically lost it tonight, i had it in me to make him feel a pain he had never felt before. i can’t do this anymore, i gotta make it all stop. i just has to stop.
can’t use my facebook cause the feds are watching.
— && then there was one.
it’s crazy how you can give a person so much and in the end you still feel like shit. it’s like a parasitic relationship, i give give give and all he does is take take take. I can’t support two people, im barely holding myself up.